current primary interests of mine (ones i frequently and actively engage with) include LEARNINGBLOCKS (moreso my own ocs and keeping watch over the community than the show itself), SYMBOLICS, HOMESTUCK AND MSPFAS (esp. VAST ERROR), ROBLOX'S HISTORY AS A PLATFORM, GRAHAM KARTNA'S MUSIC, and HALLEY LABS.

i will make a larger list detailing past and present interests eventually.

growing up was difficult for me. my teachers praised my academic ability, but noted i was immature and easily upset. the latter made me a target for harassment; throughout elementary school i was tormented frequently, often getting in trouble as i had aggressive tendencies when provoked. this culminated in january of 2017, when after a particularly bad outburst my parents took me out 2 homeschool me. the damage had still been done, however - i don't trust people and find it extremely difficult 2 maintain connections with those in the real world. the internet serves as my crutch.

i come from a creative family; my mother is an artist and my dad a musician. i have been making shit for as long as i can remember. i'd paint over my toys 2 make them in2 something new, i'd make ambitious projects out of paper, i'd write books and craft stories in my head. i first started taking my work seriously around mid-late 2018, so that's when i consider myself as having "started drawing." my improvement has been slow, but i feel like i've finally gotten 2 a point where my artwork is "decent."

i made my first real "oc" around january-february 2014, around when... sigh... breadwinners began airing. something about that show captivated me as a child, and despite all the questionable aspects of it i loved the characters and made one of my own. i was barely 7 at the time so she was very rough around the edges (robot, sister of one of the main characters, extremely overpowered, able 2 turn invisible so i claimed she was there in every episode of the show, and so on), but she was the first of many characters i have made.

in march of 2016, i was introduced 2 the gaming platform ROBLOX via evantubehd and ethangamertv. its studio engine instantly captivated me, and i would often play around in it, spamming toolbox models and making comically shitty "games." i also discovered the art of roleplaying via games like dawn of the wolves, dying moon, mlp:rim, and neverland lagoon. i would often make ocs in these games; unfortunately, a lot of these are lost either because of save corruption or the games not having save options in the first place. as shitty of a platform as it is (especially nowadays), ROBLOX is one of the only websites that has managed 2 hold my attention for so long.

i'll add more 2 this eventually i just don't feel like typing any more

i use a lot of characters 2 represent different facets of myself. it helps me cope with the world. you can click on each name below 2 be taken 2 each sona's TOYHOU.SE page.

ASSYSTYNZE - BRIMSTONE - - SKREECH - SPECTRE - TAUTOLOGY - VYKTUR - ZACKARIE - ZOEZOE